leaving...........

omg.. tonite maybe the last nite for me to be here... i feel weird... my heart is like a fruit cocktail... lots of fruit mixed together.. and when u drink it..
u can't tell what flavor it is... 

sad.. excited.. scared.. nostalgic... i just can't pin down which of these is the most dominant.. a lot of thing happened during my last couple of weeks here...

sad about leaving my friends here... 

excited about entering a new world.. 

scared about how this new world will treat me... 

nostalgic about some tragedy between two very different souls trying to build 

something uncertain..

but there is also another feeling that lingers.. a mysterious one... so pure... so sincere... but so misunderstood.... and it is towards someone... clueless... 

i think the song in this video best sums how i am feeling right now... 

Suteki Da Ne .. Isn't it beautiful... Final Fantasy X

Hmm… ter“blurr” kejap… sebab tak tahu nak tulis entry kali ni dalam Bahasa Melayu atau English… kalau sebelum2 ni… ikut video… kalau lagu melayu… tulis entry dalam melayu… kalau lagu English.. tulis entry dalam English… tapi kali ni.. lagu jepun la pulak…. Takkan nak tulis dalam jepun… mana reti……

Melayu je lah… laju sikit menaip.. tak lah terkial2 memikirkan perkataan… huhu

Isn’t it beautiful… maksud tajuk lagu ni… Lagu ni lagu game… Final Fantasy X… game kegemaran!!!! Dulu masa cuti sekolah je.. memang  duduk dalam bilik saje mengadap tv main game ni… suka dengan dunia fantasi dalam game ni… jalan cerita game ni pun best… rindu pula nak main..

hero dan heroin... wajib guna derang ni dalam setiap battle game ni .. tapi Yuna jauh lagi  kuat dari Tidus... tidus senang mati... huhu..

Video ni  video tertua sekali dalam saluran youtube biuhs…. Saluran?? Huhu.. nak melayu sangat.. kan dah jadi pelik… channel sebenarnya….. video pertama sekali yang dimuat naik… 14 Jun 2008… tapi sebenarnya audio lagu ni berusia lebih tua dari video ni sendiri….

2 lagi watak kegemaran yang selalu guna dalam battle... especially Wakka.. Lulu jarang sikit guna sebab Yuna punya kuasa magis lagi kuat... huhu

Audio untuk video ni dirakam pada tahun 2004… lama tuh…!!! masa tu guna windows 95 lagi… record main recorder guna sound recorder windows… yang kene klik kat start… pastu program-accessory-entertainment… basic gila…. Dah la die limit seminit je.. mujur ada option add audio.. so boleh la panjangkan tempoh masa recording…

Lepas dah record recorder… proses “mix” pula… nak masukkan bunyi recorder dengan  minus one lagu ni….. Guna sound recorder windows tu juga… ada option mix audio files…. kene trim dua-dua file tu betul-betul….leceh sangat.. sebab timing kene betul…. Banyak kali la buat kaedah cuba jaya… akhirnya masuk… pastu tambah la echo sikit supaya bunyik macam studio sikit… haha.. studio la sangat…..

Rest of the gang.... rindu la kat korang.. haha... 

Video untuk lagu ni pulak… main curi je kat youtube… ada orang buat untuk lagu asal yang ada suara… walaupun tak beritahu pemilik video ni… tapi bagilah die kredit dengan x potong bahagian awal video ni… terima kasih la kepada www.ruliweb.com dan pondlife sebab buat video ni… (boleh ke mereka ni faham bahasa melayu?? Haha.. nasiblah ye..)

Blizball... walaupun sukan ni macam tak logik... tapi macam menarik... 

Tercipta Untukmu......

asik instrumental je... kali ni nyanyi la plak.... harap2 tidak la dikecam sekiranya hanya membingitkan telinga dan menSumbangkan lagu yang pada asalnya sangat indah melodinya...

sebenarnya video ni dah lama buat... bulan 12 tahun lepas.. masa tengah final exam... haha... masa tuh tensen kot.... bosan tengok buku... (time exam pun bosan tengok buku... cuba bayangkan kalau masa takde exam.. apatah lagi...haha).. elok plak ada member yg boleh main gitar yang tengah busan jugak.. maka terjadilah sesi jamming mini ni... (sebab 2 orang je)... huhu..

p/s : untuk seseorang yang tengah membisu....

Note - Just The Way You Are

As in the description of this video in the YouTube... I recorded this song coz i'm bored... It is in another channel called poikilotherma because it is just a random video i made for fun... I put all my random, "not-so-quality" and "not-very-embarrassing-to-be-shared-to-the whole-wide-world" videos here.... hehe...

It got quite a number of hits... more than what i expected it would... and quite a number of Requests for the note... 

so here you go guys.... the notes.. 

JUST THE WAY YOU ARE - BRUNO MARS

A …G A# A…. G A# A.. F…. F G F…

(intro)

        C’      C’    C’     C’        C’    A       C’    C’     A     C’        D’     A  A

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining

C’    C’     C’      C’      C’     C’  C’ C’  A  C’      D   C’   C’

Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying

A#     A   A#  A  A   A#  A  A#  A  A#  D   A

She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

        C’      C’    C’     C’     C’    A    C’  A   C’       C’   A     C’      D’  A  A

Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me

        C’    C’  C’  C’  C’   A    C’      C’      C’  A      C’    D     C’  C’

And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see

A     A#  A    A#   A    A#  A    C’  F  F  F G  A  A

But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say

C’       C’  F’    G’     A’      C’       F’  G’  A’    G’    F’  G’        F’

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change

F’          F’      G’  A’  G’   A#’  A’  G’    A’    G’

Cause you're amazing, just the way you are

C’       F’       G’     A’      C’     F’        G’        A’     G’     F’   F’  G’    F’  

And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while

        F’     F’     F’     G’  A’  G   A#’   A’    F’    G’   F’

Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are(yeah)

Love the way you lie - Instrumental Cover - Tribute to Egypt

This is the first video I made using my ‘brand’ new keyboard….I choose this particular song because I love it so much…  the “part 2” to be exact… I love the original version too… but not as much as the part 2… cause it is more melodious and I don’t dig rapping so much… hehe…

They are responsible for making me fell in love with a song..

I have been meaning to make a video of this song even before what happened in Egypt… but I kept pushing it back because I don’t have a good video editing software… Do you know how stupid windows live movie maker in windows 7 is?? Many features are gone compared to XP version..… I don’t understand how something so good got to be downgraded…. One would think a newer version supposedly be better right??... But no… the windows 7 version is so simplified.. I don’t think any decent movie can be made out of it… 

Then this thing happened in Egypt… history was made by the Egyptians.. The biggest set of protests ever made by a nation.. (Am I exaggerating?? Hmm.. Not really)… the very first demonstration is the smallest.. It happened just a day after I finished my final exams… (Yes.. the very finals that determine either i graduate or not!) …and I was in the middle of the protest.. literally… 

Orang lain sebok berpatriotik... dak ni sebok plak nak berpose2 T_T

This first protest was in Tahrir square (obviously).. and it was on Policemen Day.. a public holiday dedicated for the police force....but ironically.. I don’t think any single policeman got to stay home to enjoy their holiday that day. . 

Earlier that day.. I went for a meeting in the Malaysian embassy in Mohandeseen for students who have finished their study.. After that my friends and I went for coffee to celebrate our freedom from a very tiring 2-month long final exams (yes.. this is how finals is done in Egypt) .....  That is when we saw a large group of people walking and chanting on the road next to our coffee shop…  We were  told that they were walking towards Tahrir to join other protesters there.. My friend recorded the incident on video.. and yes.. the short clip you saw in the beginning of this tribute video is the one that he captured ..  

Second Cup Coffee Shop

After all the protesters were gone.. we took a cab to go back home. Home  is very close to Tahrir (10- minute-walk distance).. Unfortunately.. (or rather fortunately) .. instead of taking another route to avoid the demonstration..  the cab took a wrong turn and we headed straight to the heart of the protest … the road were so congested with vehicles.. we decided to get out of  the cab and check out the scene before walking back home.. 

Busy spectators capturing the moments

There was a small stage in the middle of the main road of the square… where there are men, old ladies and young women taking turns leading the crowd below with chanting…  I don’t quite get what they were saying.. as the area where we were (the sidewalk of the shops, which is separated from the main road by fences).. was a bit noisy with spectators talking to each other, taking pictures and videos …  

Tahrir Square

More and more group of protestors from various part of the city were also arriving.. joining the already big crowd in the square.. They were only allowed to enter the square through one main road… Policemen were everywhere.. but they didn’t do anything towards the protestors…they just stood guard… forming human barricade blocking all alternative streets leading to tahrir… 

As the police forces didn’t allow anyone (even innocent-looking foreigners like us)  to go through any of the streets.. we had a very hard time finding our way back home….  We had to take a long way just to get home.. a supposedly 10-minute walk turned into almost a 60-minute walk… Finally around 4 in the afternoon.. i arrived home…  safe and sound…  and found out that the police had started using tear gas towards the protesters… I felt so lucky I took the long walk home..

a building on fire..

 Never in my mind have I thought that this thing that started as a small protest could turn into something so big… 

p/s : hope u will get better soon..