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leaving...........

2011-03-26T07:36:00.001+08:00

omg.. tonite maybe the last nite for me to be here... i feel weird... my heart is like a fruit cocktail... lots of fruit mixed together.. and when u drink it..
u can't tell what flavor it is...

sad.. excited.. scared.. nostalgic... i just can't pin down which of these is the most dominant.. a lot of thing happened during my last couple of weeks here...

sad about leaving my friends here...

excited about entering a new world..

scared about how this new world will treat me...

nostalgic about some tragedy between two very different souls trying to build

something uncertain..

but there is also another feeling that lingers.. a mysterious one... so pure... so sincere... but so misunderstood.... and it is towards someone... clueless...

i think the song in this video best sums how i am feeling right now...

Suteki Da Ne .. Isn't it beautiful... Final Fantasy X

2011-03-22T06:51:00.001+08:00

Hmm… ter“blurr” kejap… sebab tak tahu nak tulis entry kali ni dalam Bahasa Melayu atau English… kalau sebelum2 ni… ikut video… kalau lagu melayu… tulis entry dalam melayu… kalau lagu English.. tulis entry dalam English… tapi kali ni.. lagu jepun la pulak…. Takkan nak tulis dalam jepun… mana reti……

Melayu je lah… laju sikit menaip.. tak lah terkial2 memikirkan perkataan… huhu

Isn’t it beautiful… maksud tajuk lagu ni… Lagu ni lagu game… Final Fantasy X… game kegemaran!!!! Dulu masa cuti sekolah je.. memang duduk dalam bilik saje mengadap tv main game ni… suka dengan dunia fantasi dalam game ni… jalan cerita game ni pun best… rindu pula nak main..

hero dan heroin... wajib guna derang ni dalam setiap battle game ni .. tapi Yuna jauh lagi kuat dari Tidus... tidus senang mati... huhu..

Video ni video tertua sekali dalam saluran youtube biuhs…. Saluran?? Huhu.. nak melayu sangat.. kan dah jadi pelik… channel sebenarnya….. video pertama sekali yang dimuat naik… 14 Jun 2008… tapi sebenarnya audio lagu ni berusia lebih tua dari video ni sendiri….

2 lagi watak kegemaran yang selalu guna dalam battle... especially Wakka.. Lulu jarang sikit guna sebab Yuna punya kuasa magis lagi kuat... huhu

Audio untuk video ni dirakam pada tahun 2004… lama tuh…!!! masa tu guna windows 95 lagi… record main recorder guna sound recorder windows… yang kene klik kat start… pastu program-accessory-entertainment… basic gila…. Dah la die limit seminit je.. mujur ada option add audio.. so boleh la panjangkan tempoh masa recording…

Lepas dah record recorder… proses “mix” pula… nak masukkan bunyi recorder dengan minus one lagu ni….. Guna sound recorder windows tu juga… ada option mix audio files…. kene trim dua-dua file tu betul-betul….leceh sangat.. sebab timing kene betul…. Banyak kali la buat kaedah cuba jaya… akhirnya masuk… pastu tambah la echo sikit supaya bunyik macam studio sikit… haha.. studio la sangat…..

Rest of the gang.... rindu la kat korang.. haha...

Video untuk lagu ni pulak… main curi je kat youtube… ada orang buat untuk lagu asal yang ada suara… walaupun tak beritahu pemilik video ni… tapi bagilah die kredit dengan x potong bahagian awal video ni… terima kasih la kepada www.ruliweb.com dan pondlife sebab buat video ni… (boleh ke mereka ni faham bahasa melayu?? Haha.. nasiblah ye..)

Blizball... walaupun sukan ni macam tak logik... tapi macam menarik...

Tercipta Untukmu......

2011-03-19T05:10:00.000+08:00

asik instrumental je... kali ni nyanyi la plak.... harap2 tidak la dikecam sekiranya hanya membingitkan telinga dan menSumbangkan lagu yang pada asalnya sangat indah melodinya...

sebenarnya video ni dah lama buat... bulan 12 tahun lepas.. masa tengah final exam... haha... masa tuh tensen kot.... bosan tengok buku... (time exam pun bosan tengok buku... cuba bayangkan kalau masa takde exam.. apatah lagi...haha).. elok plak ada member yg boleh main gitar yang tengah busan jugak.. maka terjadilah sesi jamming mini ni... (sebab 2 orang je)... huhu..

p/s : untuk seseorang yang tengah membisu....

Note - Just The Way You Are

2011-03-16T02:04:00.000+08:00

As in the description of this video in the YouTube... I recorded this song coz i'm bored... It is in another channel called poikilotherma because it is just a random video i made for fun... I put all my random, "not-so-quality" and "not-very-embarrassing-to-be-shared-to-the whole-wide-world" videos here.... hehe...

It got quite a number of hits... more than what i expected it would... and quite a number of Requests for the note...

so here you go guys.... the notes..

JUST THE WAY YOU ARE - BRUNO MARS

A …G A# A…. G A# A.. F…. F G F…

(intro)

C’ C’ C’ C’ C’ A C’ C’ A C’ D’ A A

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining

C’ C’ C’ C’ C’ C’ C’ C’ A C’ D C’ C’

Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying

A# A A# A A A# A A# A A# D A

She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

C’ C’ C’ C’ C’ A C’ A C’ C’ A C’ D’ A A

Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me

C’ C’ C’ C’ C’ A C’ C’ C’ A C’ D C’ C’

And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see

A A# A A# A A# A C’ F F F G A A

But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say

C’ C’ F’ G’ A’ C’ F’ G’ A’ G’ F’ G’ F’

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change

F’ F’ G’ A’ G’ A#’ A’ G’ A’ G’

Cause you're amazing, just the way you are

C’ F’ G’ A’ C’ F’ G’ A’ G’ F’ F’ G’ F’

And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while

F’ F’ F’ G’ A’ G A#’ A’ F’ G’ F’

Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are(yeah)

Love the way you lie - Instrumental Cover - Tribute to Egypt

2011-03-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

This is the first video I made using my ‘brand’ new keyboard….I choose this particular song because I love it so much… the “part 2” to be exact… I love the original version too… but not as much as the part 2… cause it is more melodious and I don’t dig rapping so much… hehe…

They are responsible for making me fell in love with a song..

I have been meaning to make a video of this song even before what happened in Egypt… but I kept pushing it back because I don’t have a good video editing software… Do you know how stupid windows live movie maker in windows 7 is?? Many features are gone compared to XP version..… I don’t understand how something so good got to be downgraded…. One would think a newer version supposedly be better right??... But no… the windows 7 version is so simplified.. I don’t think any decent movie can be made out of it…

Then this thing happened in Egypt… history was made by the Egyptians.. The biggest set of protests ever made by a nation.. (Am I exaggerating?? Hmm.. Not really)… the very first demonstration is the smallest.. It happened just a day after I finished my final exams… (Yes.. the very finals that determine either i graduate or not!) …and I was in the middle of the protest.. literally…

Orang lain sebok berpatriotik... dak ni sebok plak nak berpose2 T_T

This first protest was in Tahrir square (obviously).. and it was on Policemen Day.. a public holiday dedicated for the police force....but ironically.. I don’t think any single policeman got to stay home to enjoy their holiday that day. .

Earlier that day.. I went for a meeting in the Malaysian embassy in Mohandeseen for students who have finished their study.. After that my friends and I went for coffee to celebrate our freedom from a very tiring 2-month long final exams (yes.. this is how finals is done in Egypt) ..... That is when we saw a large group of people walking and chanting on the road next to our coffee shop… We were told that they were walking towards Tahrir to join other protesters there.. My friend recorded the incident on video.. and yes.. the short clip you saw in the beginning of this tribute video is the one that he captured ..

Second Cup Coffee Shop

After all the protesters were gone.. we took a cab to go back home. Home is very close to Tahrir (10- minute-walk distance).. Unfortunately.. (or rather fortunately) .. instead of taking another route to avoid the demonstration.. the cab took a wrong turn and we headed straight to the heart of the protest … the road were so congested with vehicles.. we decided to get out of the cab and check out the scene before walking back home..

Busy spectators capturing the moments

There was a small stage in the middle of the main road of the square… where there are men, old ladies and young women taking turns leading the crowd below with chanting… I don’t quite get what they were saying.. as the area where we were (the sidewalk of the shops, which is separated from the main road by fences).. was a bit noisy with spectators talking to each other, taking pictures and videos …

Tahrir Square

More and more group of protestors from various part of the city were also arriving.. joining the already big crowd in the square.. They were only allowed to enter the square through one main road… Policemen were everywhere.. but they didn’t do anything towards the protestors…they just stood guard… forming human barricade blocking all alternative streets leading to tahrir…

As the police forces didn’t allow anyone (even innocent-looking foreigners like us) to go through any of the streets.. we had a very hard time finding our way back home…. We had to take a long way just to get home.. a supposedly 10-minute walk turned into almost a 60-minute walk… Finally around 4 in the afternoon.. i arrived home… safe and sound… and found out that the police had started using tear gas towards the protesters… I felt so lucky I took the long walk home..

a building on fire..

Never in my mind have I thought that this thing that started as a small protest could turn into something so big…

p/s : hope u will get better soon..

Note Lagu - Bila Cinta - Lagenda Budak Setan

2011-02-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

akhirnya.. dapat jugak buat note lagu ni... banyak orang minta note recorder lagu ni... maaf la kalian... sebelum ni tidak berkesempatan nak tulis.. apa-apa pun... better late than never.. kan???

E E E’ C’ B C’ A B A B C’ F

Bila cinta kini tak lagi bermakna

F F D’ B A A G G B B B C’ E

Yang ku rasa kini hanyalah nestapa

E F A A B A# E E’ B A

Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

E E E’ C’ B C’ A B A B C’ F

Dulu kau tawarkan manisnya janji mu

F F D’ B A A G G G G B B B C’ E

Yang ku sambut itu dengan segenap hati ku

E F A A B A# E E’ B A

Hingga engkau pergi tinggalkanku

A B C’ E’ F’ F’

Hilangnya cinta mu

G A B D’E’ E’

Menusuk hati ku

F G A C’ D’ D’

Hingga ku memilih

E’ F’ E’ B F’ E’ F’ E’

Cinta yang fana

A B C’ E’ F’ F’

Perginya dirimu

A’ G’ D’ F’ G’ E’

Merobek jantungku

F G A C’ D’ D’

Hingga ku terjatuh

B B C’ B A

Dalam harapan

My new sound machine

2011-02-16T19:43:00.000+08:00

Yay.. i bought a new keyboard …….. actually bukan la baru sangat… second hand je… … I love it… lama dah teringin keyboard yang touch sensitive… coz all my previous keyboards aren’t touch sensitive… and this one sounds a lot better… plus the sustain paddle thrown in by the seller… walamak… best giler the sound… macam professional main la… cewah… pro ke??

Thanks so much to the person who sold me the keyboard… such a kind hearted guy.. first of all.. he sold it at a low price… throw in the keyboard stand… n also a sustain paddle… then he was willing to send it to my house… 47 km away from his place.... quite far…if u plus another 47 km… dah boleh solat jamak n qasar dah… musafir…. huhu… then I learned that on his way back from my house… he had a small accident.. now his car is being repaired in the workshop for some time… kesian…. I can’t help feeling a bit guilty.. T_T … but like people said… orang baik memang banyak dugaan… tuhan sayang… =)

First time getting my hands on the keyboard.. pic taken by the previous owner… didn’t even know when he snapped this pic… coz I was on full concentration trying to impress him… but failing miserably… T_T…

A mother’s touch…

My mom is so happy about the keyboard too…she doesn’t play.. but she loves it as a furniture.. to bring the ‘nilai estetika’ of the house… haha…she even sacrificed one of her ‘tudung’ to be the cover of the keyboard… she specifically choose this one because it is see through… so that people can still see the keyboard underneath. And look at the seat too… classic right… that is actually a small table… but now it will serve its new purpose as the keyboard seat…. (mama~~~ mama….. macam2..)

And one more thing… as I am writing this… she called n requested a song from me…. Adui… your son is not a pro lah ma…. huhu… she has so many songs in her list already… T_T… terpaksa la memerah keringat cari lagu2 tuh n prektis… main pun jari asik terpeleot sana sini je camne??…. guess I have to learn and be a pro fast… haha.. bila la tuh agaknya… (once again… mama~~~ mama…. )

So… ada pun entry baru blog nih…. Kesian kat blog ni.. baru je start berlayar, dah karam dah… tapi atas sebab2 yang tidak boleh dielakkan… haha ye la tuh.. manusia mmg penuh dengan alasan…!! apa2 pun.. sebab musabab lama tak update akan diberitahu kemudian…

BILA CINTA - OST LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN

2011-01-26T10:15:00.000+08:00

Ini lah dia video sulong untuk blog ni... this is my little baby... ngan x malunya nak admit... i am quite proud of this video... sebabnya.. kat bawah nanti...

Lagu ni lagu favourite ibunda tercinta... beliau la yang memperkenalkan lagu yang cukup berhantu ni... sekali dengar terus tersampuk.. huhu... lama jugak duk struggle cari chord lagu ni... padahal ada je kat internet... tapi demi kerana angkuh.. nak cuba jugak carik sendiri.. tuh yg lama baru la dapat... huhu..

Pastu.. dah boleh main sikit2.. walaupun merangkak... timbullah idea nak buat video ni... masukkan recorder sekali... nak buat instrumental.. nak rakam n buat proper video.. nak letak youtube.. nak bagi ibunda dengar.... huhu... semangat!!!

Proses rakaman main keyboard tuh punyerlah lama... jari asik terpeleot je... silap sana.. silap sini.... sampai tensen2... dah banyak kali ulang.. x dapat gak perfect take... tensen nyer pasal... terspontan baca bismillah untuk take seterusnya.... terus dapat take yg perfect.. xde silap... huhu.. pengajaran disitu... nak buat apa2.. bismillah dulu...

Dah ada background music... baru la rakam main recorder... sebab dah penat record keyboard lama sangat... yang recorder ni main ala kadar je.. kalau dgr betul2.. banyak silap sebenarnya... tapi sebab x sabar punyer pasal... x sabar nak tgk hasil.. terus la edit video ni... gabungkan dua2 video...

Kebetulan masa tuh.. ada kawan yang memanglah berbakat main gitar.. die suggest masukkan gitar sekali..... apa lagi... terus suruh die main.. nak main gitar sendiri... x pandai... rakam gitar plak...sebab die pro... satu take je... x payah lama2...

Dan terlahirlah video special nih... dan dengan penuh x disangka2.. banyak pulak manusia view video ni.... terharu sungguh... setakat blog ni ditulis.. dah ada 77 983 views dah kat youtube... komen pun banyak.. semuanya positif.. hamdulillah... terbalas gak penat lelah membuat video ni....

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

2011-01-26T07:48:00.000+08:00

Punyer la duk fikir... apa la title nak letak kat post sulong blog keluaran terbaru ni..... fikir punyer fikir... sebagai penganut islam yg mengamalkan ajaran... kene la start ngan bismillah... baru berkat...

Hamdulillah... dah baca bismillah... baru lah blog ni boleh berlayar... harap2nya.. awal2 ni berlayar la ngan jayanya...tak la terus tenggelam... biarlah dah banyak post... dah ada org yg ikut... dah memberi manfaat kepada pembacanya... baru la die boleh diupgrade jadi kapal selam... tenggelam lama.. timbul ngan post baru pun sekali sekala..... upgrade ke tuh?? sounds more like downgrade je.. kui3

Papepun.. walaupun post ni nampak cam alim2... tidaklah niat dihati nak buat blog islamik.. rasanya x layak kot nak buat blog sedemikian... setakat nak kongsi hobi dan minat sahaja... walaupun x seberapa... harap ada la yang terhibur dengan alunan2 muzik dan irama yang bakal dikongsikan disini..... janganlah meletakkan harapan yang tinggi untuk mendengar hasil profesional... kerana diri ini adalah amatur yang masih perlu banyak belajar...

cukuplah la bercakap@menaip.. let the journey begins... JOM!